The vow I made with HIM

When my mother was run again to the hospital after the time span she asked from the Lord. I was so afraid. I was so young then and don't understand lots of things yet. All I was thinking was it will be horrible if mamma will be gone. So if God grant my mother's request surely he can too with me. So, in the hospital, holding my mother's hand, with tears in my eyes, I talk to God through my mind, a short simple prayer but a promised to him.

"Dear Lord, if you are true and really a powerful one and so loving to your children and if you are my heavenly father please let my mother live and I will offer my life to you!" God understand what I mean with offering my life, its not just serving him in a usual way like others do, it means going to seminary and become a minister to His word..a special calling!

Yes a special calling because I now understand that all those things are just part of God's plan for me. I now understand that God called me on his special purpose even before when I was still in my mother's womb, and he knows and everything that happen were according to His plan. What happen next?.stay tune!