Tuesday, 5 January 2010

SHE TALK WITH HIM and MADE A PROMISE!

My mother didn't say anything about what had happen. She kept everything to herself. But one day, while I was with her washing our clothes at the 'flowing water' hehe.. its a water flowing from the mountain and its where almost everyone in the village washes their clothes. But that day we were alone, only two of us and my mother was already planning to tell me her secret because I am the eldest and she thought I must know it!


HER STORY:


"It was like I was just dreaming. I was walking in nowhere...I even didn't notice what's sorrounds me. All I can remember was myself walking heading to the light that seems to have voices..,humming,singing,talking..can't describe what was it but I was following on that direction. When I was nearer, the sounds became clearer and louder but I cannot look at the light! So I kneeled down bowing my head! I said; My God, forgive me on everything I've done that did not pleased you, if it is favorable to ask you one thing, please let me. YOU SEE.., I JUST DELIVER A NEW CHILD, A CHILD THAT NEEDS SO MUCH CARE FROM A MOTHER, HE IS NOT HEALTHY BUT IF YOU WILL LET HIM LIVE; LET ME LIVE ALSO EVEN FOR JUST SIX MONTHs JUST ENOUGH THAT THE CHILD COULD BE BETTER IN SHAPE. MY ELDEST STILL SMALL AND I'M SURE SHE STILL CAN'T HANDLE THE RESPONSIBILITY. IF YOU WILL GRANT THIS PLEA, I PROMISE TO SERVE ALL MY REMAINING LIFE SERVING YOU AND LET MY FAMILY KNOW YOU! ... the next thing she remember was she's so thirsty and that was it! She's back to life!"

She told me, "I have to tell you that promise I had with the Lord so whatever will happen you know what to do! HE IS ALIVE AND IS FAITHFUL TO ANSWER OUR PRAYERS! Just believe and put your trust in HIm". After six months..see what happen on the next post!

Saturday, 2 January 2010

New Life, New Beginning!!!

When the doctor said they're afraid they cannot save both but they have to do the operation, the whole family just prayed and just ready ourselves whatever might happen. So after a couple of ours and the doctor shook his head about my mother and proclaimed dead that even my father while all those time holding my mother, he felt the last breath stopped like he heard a click and that was it! We cried of course, my father sobs!

While my father was sobbing and the doctor went away already, after a few minutes maybe 3-5, my father felt my mother's hands moving and while my fathers was in the act of bewildernment, my mother's whole body continue moving and breathing fast and even in a tired voice she asked for water! Shocked but my father handled to shout and called the doctor, nurses in the hospital.

Hospitals personal were taking her to the emergency and after that day was over. She was returned to the room, even so weak but alive!
The doctor said, "he just saw a miracle! And he will bear it in his whole experience as a doctor!"

What really happens on that few minutes of her being dead? That we will know on the next page!!! Just hang on guys!

Saturday, 26 December 2009

One day earlier!!!

When my father was dealt by the hospital's doctor and staff to sign a paper that they will do thier best to get out the baby but they cannot assure they can save both! So, in order to do the process my father had to sign a paper that he could not complain whatever may happen! So my father did signed the paper and when everything seems hopeless and just hoping against hope, he let me and my brother and my mother's family and went to the hospital for my mother want to see us before the time! So, were all there, my mother as I can remember tried to show strength so we will not be crying maybe.

When my grandmother arrived together with a group of people which at first I don't know them but their faces were somehow familiar to me. Then when they lay over their hands for mama and prayed then I remembered that they were pastors and people there in church where I went as nursery near our house in the city before.

When they were praying.. Silently my mind also was talking and said " If its true that there is God, and that He is alive and powerful, then he will let my mother live, for us who still needs her." I cannot imagine our lives that time but I also didn't know what I've asked what it means really. All I said was just the fruit of my early minds.

MIRACLE HAPPENS on the next post!

Thursday, 3 December 2009

The 12oz. baby!!!

My father stopped working because he had to attend my mother in the hospital! He was always there for my mother! All his time were just rolling around on my mother's situation! I was left for granted! No one checked my studies if I still went to school or not! I lost interest on schooling that time! While my mother was fighting death, my father was hopeless, me and my brother just roamed around from my grandparent's who were also busy that time traveling and meetings (labor union, sort of ) to my aunt's (my mother's sister) and to friends! We rather climb the mountains with other kids and picked guavas, my brother looked for spiders - the lame one, than going to school! I remember, our house became our playing ground that time! My friends like there because there were still lots of goodies in our store. We even do cooking using cans and wasting rice! You know..children!!!

It was a miracle! The baby came out alive but 50-50. He was just as little as the 12oz cola, with wrinkled skin and so tiny legs! He was incubated.., our family just counting the days until when he can survive! While in the other hand, my mother didn't make it! The doctor already shook his head and said sorry to my father and proclaimed my mother as dead!
But why she's still with us until now??? alive and kicking??? The amazing story will be in the next page;) See you then!

Saturday, 28 November 2009

The Unexpected!!!

Everyone were busy fighting for survival. While my grandparents were busy taking care about their 'fight', everyone went their own way seaching something for living. And that includes my family! My father got a good job at one of the rising company that time (PASAR), but the place was a little far away from our village. So he 'stayed in' at the work place and only home every weekends.

My father used to prepare food for us and took care of us during our school days. Because my mother was working, sewing the whole day and took care of our little store at home! So, when my father worked and not with us everyday, it was my mother who did everything at home! She became so cope up with work and household chores that she sometimes forgot to eat. While she didn't knew also that she was pregnant! It was unplanned! We were already girl and boy and they thought its enough. But then, the unexpected happened.

Maybe because of stress, pressures and unhealthy lifestyle, her pregnancy was at risk! The baby was so weak inside and had no possibilities to go out normally. And the problem was, my mother cannot have a ceasarian operation due to her heart problem. It will complicate! The situation became harder and harder everyday, the baby should not die inside, or else both of them will be dead! Already stayed in the hospital for 2weeks... the baby was already post mature for almost a month. Everyday, was a miracle!

What happened then will be on the next post! Find out if they survived both! And how!